Re: How do you change pics to a URL? I can't figure it out I am stupid now.... remember? It is NOT AN ACT
And you pin me and then I'm forced to kiss my hands like you pawing me or trying to be nice to me after the worst abuse on my body you can ever comprehend... and I'm supposed to say ok or change my mind? You not my god, religion, or culture - you never had my permission you never even asked and I don't even know who YET you think I'm a bow and forgive or dismiss this shit?
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What's up with the weed drought? You trying to cover up more shit? And then my family cry when I try to write and stick up for myself - cause believe me I KNOW no one else does.
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Im not even exaggerating when I saw over 300 nights I've had to sleep with an ice pack. 7 mother fucking years you swear you own me.
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When I say*
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I don't know who just tapped my ass... but if you can tap my ass in ways that only god should be able to ESPECIALLY without my permission - if you can do all that then how the FUCK did you not know theyve been abusing me almost 7 fucking years straight now?
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What you think I'm some low level bitch to your initiation and I'm supposed to just sit there, shut up, and take it? Show me something I respect and I mightve. But there is NOTHING to respect about abusing the shit out of a bitch that doesn't even have anything to do with you.
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BECAUSE THE ONLY WAY THEY WOULDVE KNOWN HE WAS THERE WAS EITHER YOU, STALKERS, OR A CAMERA IN MY APARTMENT. I DIDN'T EVEN KNOW OR REMEMBER. SO HOW? TRAITOR
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i STILL HEAR YOU how many times do I have to ask you to leave? NONE of them - keeping detrimental secrets, plotting behind someones back, pretending to be a loving friend? I don't forgive any of you all. No disrespect to Jesus but maybe he can understand cause I don't. How's that my karma? Hows that what I put out? What did I even do to get served like this and yeah I'm going off and not shutting up until I feel better and you freaks have to stop.
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Let me find out that the reason my vision is bad now is cause some low level desperate ass bitch couldn't help himself to sleep a bitch and punch her in my eyes all the time. Yo I can't even fucking believe you for real. I bent over backwards because I trusted you as my friend. Then I'm dealing with this other male bitch who swear he can manipulate a hoe into getting what he wants out of me too.SOBER. ANd that one wants me sober all the time down to even no decaf to spin a bitch into forgiveness or to say impossible again. AND TO THINK I blamed my step father when it was you all along. You're not done? You had to try to tear my entire family apart too?
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BOTH OF THEM... I'm sorry but nah that's not my karma either - they were already broke up confirmed.
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I can't believe they actually force my hands and kiss them or try to redirect my prayers to them instead. DOES ANYBODY ON THIS EARTH BELIEVE I AM FORGIVING OR ACCEPTING ANYONE OR ANYTHING THAT IS FORCING ME TO SHARE MY BODY WITH THEM THRU TORTURE. That butterfly on the door across the hall for me for 3 days though. That was classic. Why won't you even let me try to get better though?
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from me for 3 days* and I actually believed once again I was safe.
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And then you change my response... and NO... I would NEVER hit that instead of them. In fact I'm not shooting at anybody I need reprieve so I can at least fucking think.
https://photos.google.com/photo/AF1Q...iaF_Xkn3YCatmD
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Why no weed? What you all trying to cover up now?
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I don't want to hear or trust anybody just leave me the fuck alone for real.
I’m just going to be random until somebody tells me wtf is going on!
https://youtu.be/udxZ9zkDzpo
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They lied to him and told him I tried to blame him for what he did... not at all and never - wolf pyre what ever I got bigger problems that shit so petty to me
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I’m from CT of course I raised with them
Re: I’m just going to be random until somebody tells me wtf is going on!
Thanks
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I appreciate most people hate me here!!!
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Anybody ever get hit with the defrib? Was that the defrib when it felt like my throat was being slashed and being waterboarded at the same time? My life line flashes was crazy! That’s why I joke and say dying is easy it was coming back to life that hurt so much physically and emotionally. I didn’t even barely notice I was shot (I thought I ran out of gas and left the rental in the middle of the street walking home as I was hearing the 3 bangs) - if I even was cause in my hood? Everything get covered up... like welcome to the jungle!