Find me a chapter in my life thats not disaster
Find me a ladder so i can climb to nasa
I can't go on living life like that sir, but follow me for the answer
and i'll give you the tour, scriptures burn, pictures turn into ashes
I do it for the passion, never mind me, ill never find me
Im lost in a world of drugs, not even hugs can connect me
connect 4, and watch me do nuthin but hit the floor
i need it more, nd more, so much ill turn my first love into a whore
sore from the bottom up! ive fallen, but ive gotten up
i had to harden up, nd never fall victum cuz the bars are tough!
i cant make it dark enough! i feel soo dim , i think i have to spark me up
carpet cut, like my wrist after my mans started cutten HIS self
i thought about hangin from the same belt; stuck ina insane cell
with a brain, that wont ever excell! I live in hell, been there and back
i rather visit heaven nd hear church bells nd see angels dressed in all white nd black!!